Anal Curious Part 1

 
Anal Curious Part 1

When I was around 18yo I became curious as to why gay men apparently enjoyed anal, or more so, the fact that gay men took it in the ass and liked it. 

I figured there must be something I didn’t know. It must feel good. But of course, being a typical 18yo guy brought up in a world where all things gay are wrong and unnatural, and the fact that I’d never had any kind of sexual feelings or attractions or interest in any kind of gay interaction. In fact, back then anything that could be considered non heterosexual I would not have entertained. 

But again, I couldn’t shake the thought that anal must feel good or surly gay men wouldn’t do it. Which I’m sure made me even more curious. Curious enough to the point that I would actually try it.

So, the day came where I thought I’d try fingering my ass. With absolutely no idea what I was doing. I didn’t even consider lubrication.

But there I was trying to get my finger in my ass with no lube not even any spit or anything, nothing. It didn’t go so well, it hurt, it was awkward and so nonsexual, I was just doing it to see what it felt like. And so far not so good. So I left it for another day.

I tried again but this time I was masturbating and had some kind of lubricant, while I was stroking away, I tried to push a finger in my ass. It wasn’t easy, I was tense, and my asshole was tight, and even though I had some sort of lubricant on my finger I had to force it in so it still kind of hurt. I may be stuck it in and out 2 or 3 times, but it definitely wasn’t a good feeling. So I left my ass alone and just jerked off.

I don’t know how long it was before I tried again weeks months or a year, but I do know at some point before I tried again, I went to a Sexpo exhibition, and they gave me like a show bag with fee stuff in it.

There was a little vibrator about 4 inches long and about as thick as my thumb. Yep, you guessed it, that little fucker was going in my ass.

One night after a few beers I was jerking off and remembered the little toy, I turned it on and put the tip on my asshole. The vibration tickled my hole, it felt good. I’m guessing it’s because I’d be drinking, I must’ve been more relaxed, I gave it a little push, it felt a little weird, but good. I pushed it a bit more and it was all the way inside me, it felt good in a weird way, but still good.

When I pulled it out… OMG that felt really good! Like REALLY good!. So again, I push it in, weird good, pulled it out, really good. I think I was onto something, I think I might have worked it out. So, I kept going and then I did something different, I must have changed the angle or something but…. And I’m guessing it hit the g-spot, because a little bit of cum shot out, wholly shit what was that what did I just do?

I kept going in out in out in out then BAM again a bit of cum. I had no idea what was happening or that it could even happen. But it did.

 

I'm like, I knew I was missing something, I knew there was a reason gay guys had anal sex.

I moved the vibrator around in my ass changing the angle trying to find the spot that was making me cum a little. Then WOAH! there it was, the tip of the vibe buzzed against my prostate and cum just dribbled out of me. I couldn’t believe what was happening. The pushing against my prostate, along with vibrations and the feeling of the cum dribbling out of me like a tap was amazing! it was a whole new experience I’d never had before. And I liked it… a lot. Right then I knew this was just the beginning of my future exploration into pleasuring myself via my asshole.