Feel the Stretch

 

Ever since I found out there was a button in my butt that made cum leak out of my dick even without an erection I was hooked. I wanted to learn more, I wanted to get good at it. I wanted that feeling I got the first time I found it.

So over time I would play with my ass more often and realised it wasn’t that easy to hit the spot and there were more things at play than just sticking something in my ass and hitting a cum button. Things like mood, mindset, relaxation levels & timing, all came into the equation. Sometimes It was amazing and sometimes it was a non-event.

 But something else happened, I started to enjoy the stretching feeling of my hole and for a while it became more about the feeling of my asshole being stretched open and less about hitting the right spot.

That’s when I started trying to stick different things in my ass to feel the stretching. I would always be drunk. And would start off by having a wank to get myself horny & hard. I didn’t really have anything in the way of sex toys except for the little 4 inch vibrator I got for free and a skinny 6 inch vibrator, (which I can’t remember where or when I got that), so I would have to find things around the house that were thicker and shaped right like the handle of a spatula or the handle of a hair brush or a beer bottle or stubby.

I would always start with my little 4 inch and 6 inch vibrators then onto thicker things. The first few times it was a beer bottle, but the neck was too long and would go too deep without giving me the stretching sensation I wanted. Another time I tried a VB stubby, but the neck was just too wide to quick and It would hit the bones around my hole and only the mouth piece would go in. I use a Carlton cold stubby a few times but after a while it too needed to go to deep for me to be able to feel my hole stretching. I don’t really know why I liked the feeling of my asshole being stretched.

One day I saw a big thick pink dildo on the road, I quickly turned the car around pulled up leaned out the car and picked it up and sped off. I was so excited because I knew I was going to fuck it. And fuck it I did. It was quite big and If I wasn’t relaxed enough, it would hurt going in. But by God did it feel good coming out but I always had to work up to it, I could never just go straight to fucking Mr pink. He was just too big for my young virgin ass.

Now 20 years on I no longer have the original Mr Pink, but I do have the Green Machine,

which is a bit bigger and thicker than the original Mr Pink and I can take it straight away, as long as I relax & work the head slowly and gently into my hole, I don’t need to work up to it. 

I do, however, have a Mr Pink 2.0

which has a smaller head than the Green Machine, but the shaft has a thicker section that lets me feel the stretch. It stretches my ass so good it makes my hole gape when I pull it out of me.

Sometimes when my hole is gaping, I’ll squat down & put my hand under my ball and slip 2 fingers in my ass from the front & reach my other hand around behind me and slip another 2 fingers inside me and pull in opposite directions stretching my hole open even more, just to get that feeling.

The weirdest part is I’m not really doing it sexually, like I’m not doing it as part of jerking off or to have an orgasm, it’s just for the pleasure, for the feeling of it, the feeling of my hole stretching open, kind of like getting a shoulder massage it feels fucking good, but it’s not always sexual. Haha, so it’s an asshole stretching massage🤦‍♂️

Haha, I think I’d pay a professional to do that for me. I can actually imagine lying on a table with my legs in stirrups, while someone wearing latex gloves and a heap of lube stretching away at my hole. I’d probably end up with a fist in my ass. Oh god, I think I should stop now. 😂🤣

 

(As you can see, I don’t really know what direction things will go in when I write. But when I write I learn & discover things about myself or what it is that I’m doing or feeling as I’m writing.)