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Brief Intro

QUICK BRIEF. I’m 49yo bisexual but no one knows. I’m married. I have ADHD. I was sexually abused as a child, I’m hypersexual. I’ve struggled with addictions & drug abuse. I'm attracted to Cock not men. This is my share my mind.

5 guys

 

5 guys 


I would love to have a gang bang with 5 other guys, all with similar dicks, all circumcised and around 6 to 7 inches long. (Like mine). I can imagine being down on my knees while they all stand around me with all their cocks in my face, me trying to suck and jerk on all their dicks, getting them all nice and hard. 

I want to have a cock in each hand while I suck on another, then suck on the one I had in my hand and jerk on the one I was sucking, going from cock-to-cock sucking and jerking, even trying to get 2 dicks in my mouth.

I imagine getting on all fours on a small bench or coffee table while they all take turns in gently sliding their spit-soaked cocks in my horny ass, while I keep my mouth and hands full of juicy hard dick! I’ve always wanted to try having 2 cocks in my ass at the same time.

I want to feel them moving in opposite directions to each other, one going in my ass while the other is pulling outward, but not all the way out. Just leaving the head of the cock inside me then they both change directions, one moving out while the other is moving back in. (fuck yeah)

I want to know what that feels like, the thought of 2 cocks in my ass moving in opposite directions, feeling them getting quicker with each passing while I’m trying to suck and jerk off the other 3 cocks in my face, gets my cock hard.

My cock would be so hard and dripping with so much juice. I have no doubt with 3 dicks to suck on and my ass experiencing 2 cocks would send me over the edge and make me shoot my load. Making my ass pulsatingly clench the 2 hot cocks fucking my ass.

But when I cum I want the 3 cocks I’m sucking and jerking off to cum at the same time. Shooting their hot jis all over my face and chest. I want to keep sucking, tasting all of their juices. I want to rub their cum all over my face, tits and cock. Hopefully my pulsating asshole makes the 2 cocks in my ass want to cum. I would quickly jump off their dicks, spin around and jerk their jis onto my dick, watching it get soaked in hot cum and rubbing it in to my cock.

 I could imagine how awesome my stretched ass would feel, throbbing from such delight and me covered in 5 guys cum.

So now I can’t help imagining all of us having a shower afterwards and me rubbing soap on 5 guys and their cocks and them starting to get hard again and now I’m back on my knees……. Oh jeez here I go again. 

(yes, I did jerk off and cum while writing this one)

 

You know what (poem)

You know what makes me horny

What makes my soft cock rise

It’s not the thought of pussy

It’s the thought of fucking guys 

The thought of sucking dick

To watch them shoot their cum

The thought of big hard dicks

Gently sliding in my bum

Yes, that’s what makes me horny

It might come as a shock

That what I really want

Is to suck and fuck big cocks

Gentle Pinch

 

Gentle pinch (poem)

Gently pinch my nipples 

And give a little twist 

I get so fucking horny

The feeling is just bliss

It makes my cock so hard 

Pre cum starts to drip

I really love the taste 

As I put some on my lip

I’d lick it from my cock

If I could reach my knob

Even just the thought 

Makes my hard cock throb

I pinch a little harder 

That line of good and hurt

The feeling to intense 

As I watch my hot cum spurt.

Anal Curious Part 1

 
Anal Curious Part 1


When I was around 18yo I became curious as to why gay men apparently enjoyed anal, or more so, the fact that gay men took it in the ass and liked it. 


I figured there must be something I didn’t know. It must feel good. But of course, being a typical 18yo guy brought up in a world where all things gay are wrong and unnatural, and the fact that I’d never had any kind of sexual feelings or attractions or interest in any kind of gay interaction. In fact, back then anything that could be considered non heterosexual I would not have entertained. 


But again, I couldn’t shake the thought that anal must feel good or surly gay men wouldn’t do it. Which I’m sure made me even more curious. Curious enough to the point that I would actually try it.


So, the day came where I thought I’d try fingering my ass. With absolutely no idea what I was doing. I didn’t even consider lubrication.


But there I was trying to get my finger in my ass with no lube not even any spit or anything, nothing. It didn’t go so well, it hurt, it was awkward and so nonsexual, I was just doing it to see what it felt like. And so far not so good. So I left it for another day.


I tried again but this time I was masturbating and had some kind of lubricant, while I was stroking away, I tried to push a finger in my ass. It wasn’t easy, I was tense, and my asshole was tight, and even though I had some sort of lubricant on my finger I had to force it in so it still kind of hurt. I may be stuck it in and out 2 or 3 times, but it definitely wasn’t a good feeling. So I left my ass alone and just jerked off.


I don’t know how long it was before I tried again weeks months or a year, but I do know at some point before I tried again, I went to a Sexpo exhibition, and they gave me like a show bag with fee stuff in it.


There was a little vibrator about 4 inches long and about as thick as my thumb. Yep, you guessed it, that little fucker was going in my ass.


One night after a few beers I was jerking off and remembered the little toy, I turned it on and put the tip on my asshole. The vibration tickled my hole, it felt good. I’m guessing it’s because I’d be drinking, I must’ve been more relaxed, I gave it a little push, it felt a little weird, but good. I pushed it a bit more and it was all the way inside me, it felt good in a weird way, but still good.


When I pulled it out… OMG that felt really good! Like REALLY good!. So again, I push it in, weird good, pulled it out, really good. I think I was onto something, I think I might have worked it out. So, I kept going and then I did something different, I must have changed the angle or something but…. And I’m guessing it hit the g-spot, because a little bit of cum shot out, wholly shit what was that what did I just do?


I kept going in out in out in out then BAM again a bit of cum. I had no idea what was happening or that it could even happen. But it did.

 

I'm like, I knew I was missing something, I knew there was a reason gay guys had anal sex.


I moved the vibrator around in my ass changing the angle trying to find the spot that was making me cum a little. Then WOAH! there it was, the tip of the vibe buzzed against my prostate and cum just dribbled out of me. I couldn’t believe what was happening. The pushing against my prostate, along with vibrations and the feeling of the cum dribbling out of me like a tap was amazing! it was a whole new experience I’d never had before. And I liked it… a lot. Right then I knew this was just the beginning of my future exploration into pleasuring myself via my asshole. 

Buzzing Buddy

 
Buzzing buddy (poem)


I bought a vibrating butt plug

It has a remote for easy use 

I just can’t wait to try it in my ass

I hope it’s not too loose 

It has 10 different settings 

To buzz my horny bum

I hope it vibes my prostate good

And makes me shoot my cum

I might pop on my cock ring

For a bit of extra pleasure

Get myself nice and hard

Before I slide in my new treasure

My new buzzing buddy

My humming little friend

My tantalising anal toy

In to my ass I’ll send

Mary Had A

 

Mary Had A (poem)

Mary had a great big cock

She asked if I could suck it?

I did at first before she burst

I just had to fuck it.